Can't blame you one bit, dude. I'm a libby newb, but can totally respect a decision like yours. When I got out of the service I started going back to school to be an auto mechanic because I liked wrenching but a little ways through thought," If I start wrenching on cars for a living, I may lose my passion to do it for a hobby... I don't want that". So I found something else to bring in $$ and I still love my hobby. Good luck with your future adventures and I hope your hobby re-ignites.